It seems very possible that you might have reason to externalize some of your frustrations this month, especially in the days leading up to the Venus-Mars opposition on December 12. Other people can either be the source of your ire or a convenient punching bag, so it’s up to you to cultivate the self-awareness to know the difference in real time. And anyway, there is support in your corner. Venus moves into a celebratory trine with Jupiter on the 19th as a full moon lights up your eleventh house of groups and allies on the 15th, which signals that you’re not alone in this, and that your community can lift you up when you lack the strength to do it alone.
Oh, the places you’ll go this month on your trip down memory lane. Since late November, Mercury’s retrograde through Sagittarius has been compelling you to retrace your steps, sometimes as far back as your own origin story. Whether you’re digging for clues in your box of childhood things, literally revisiting old haunts from your past, or trying to make sense of the oral histories you were told about your family growing up (that you’re now realizing are mistaken or incomplete in some way), “looking back in order to look forward” is a big theme for you right now.
In the midst of this more poignant quest for meaning, there could also just be a lot of regular nuisances for you to deal with as things break down around your home, the dog eats your notarized lease agreement, or conversations with your family go completely off the rails. Couple that with Mars stationing retrograde on December 6, and you’ve got a recipe for feeling a bit blindsided by something you didn’t see coming in the first half of the month—perhaps even betrayed if life is really serving you drama. Most likely though, these are logistical snafus that contribute to you feeling a bit stuck, disempowered, or unsure of what to do. Persist in your quest for clarity, because after Mercury’s direct station on December 15, more solutions will be available, even if the road is still obstructed for you somewhat.
While there may be literal or metaphorical versions of “can’t go home again” and trips you take this month to former addresses and ancestral lands, this soul-seeking seems potentially connected to some exciting developments that might be popping off in your career. Yes, you could be moving for a job opportunity, but it’s probably not that straightforward. Mercury’s direct station on December 15 coincides with a full moon in your tenth house of career and public acclaim, and there’s also a Venus-Jupiter trine falling in your work houses on December 19. An opportunity might fall in your lap to work on something cool, perhaps even resulting from this exploration you’re doing. Maybe you’ll incorporate an ancestral craft or bit of folklore into this project? Either way, it seems like an important notch forward in building the life you’re trying to create, both in respect to your professional goals and your vision for family.
There are some clubs you’d rather not be a part of, and that’s okay. But you don’t actually need to have a final verdict now, in spite of any urgency or haste you’re feeling. Dealbreakers are dealbreakers, but you can probably also afford to take your time and watch how these dynamics play out. Whether you’re feeling conflicted about some of your friendships or your membership to a community or network, it might be worth your while to stick it out (for now) and have those difficult conversations.
